Regarding faith

Read on a blog which could have been my own: " I want to believe it. I know it, but believing it is different."

You are mistaken. Believing it and knowing it are the same thing. What you want to say is that you believe it but don't feel it. But feelings follow knowing. And if you are content to know without feeling, then more often than not, the feelings follow. But if the feelings don't follow it doesn't matter because the Christian faith is not about feelings but about truth. --Help from my DH